Play with everything.: May 2009

Friday, May 15, 2009

"Because of you" by Kelly Clarkson

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

找到一首很感人的歌，其歌曲大意是：
女主角小時候受到父親的不良對待，導致她長大後無法與人好好相處，不懂得如何打開心防，所以小時候她爸爸對家人所做的不好的事情，常常會出現在她現在的生活中。在這首歌中，她唱出主角自己的悲哀，終於在片尾曲終時，她得以釐清這些來龍去脈，決心不再讓同樣的悲哀繼續發生在下一代身上。

個人覺得本片最好看的部份在於：歌手非常投入的演出。彷彿這是自己的人生故事。這麼真誠地演出這麼深刻的故事，這樣的結合，是我不曾看過的。再加上用影像呈現出來的主角內心的省思與改變，使得這樣一個悲傷的故事變得很有參考價值。真是不可多得的好作。

Thursday, May 07, 2009

重造西灣名片檔

首先，為本人在西灣BBS的帳號默哀三秒鐘。

再來，在這裡，我要重造我的名片檔。想當年，沒有網誌的年代，名片檔是我們唯一可以記錄並抒發自我心情想法的一塊園地；這對於我們正在成長的心靈是多麼地重要啊!!正值大學的自由生活，每個人都自由，所以有共同遭遇的人變少了，同伴少了，說話的人也少了，怎麼辦??只有網路中的名片檔可以讓我們吐露心聲。以下是我從今天又再開始的名片檔，各位(不...不知還有「幾個」各位...(擦汗))不嫌棄，請持續回顧：

人們在每個當下所做的秘密任務，是由我們不易感知的心態傾向與潛意識抉擇所定義的。例如：為什麼你會任為某件事情是他家的事，與自己無關? 因為這正是你的秘密任務，干我屁事。

2009/05/07

小心別讓諒解多於理解；否則，世界上「需要你原諒的部分」會多過「你認為合理的部分」。要是某天你的原諒累了怎麼辦?

update:
老爸反駁：既然是原諒,就是無限的,耶穌教我們要原諒7次的70倍,意思是無限次.
我反反駁：我覺得耶穌的那句話講得不夠全面。因為